Rest

Today I had a long list of things I needed to do, people I wanted to see and jobs to get finished. I'm a list girl and like to keep on top of things and stay organised. Haha, lots of times, because of our missions lifestyle, plans change daily, and I don't always get the stuff done when I think I need to. Today, instead of being 'productive', I've been laying on my sick bed, taking paracetamol and watching Toy Story! Feelings of frustration filled me this morning when I realised I didn't have the energy to do much more than take a shower. But as the day has gone on, I'm realising that it's been more productive than I realised. I've had time to rest my body. I've been under a blanket with the fan on - a nice change from dripping with sweat in the humidity. I've had my husband cuddling me all day [ok that's a normal daily thing for me, but it's been extra nice today hehe]. I've not worried about the 'to do list', because I didn't have the brain capacity to do it, so why worry. I've drunk more water because I haven't been busy making sure everyone else is staying hydrated. I've had clean feet all day! Praise the Lord! I've had time to process the present and dream about the future. I've had time to talk with my husband [haha joke, we talk a lot every day, we BOTH love talking!!] I had time to have a conversation with my mum, usually I'm texting her when I'm walking through sewage, or crossing a busy road! I had time to talk to God and just be still and know that 'He's totally got this'. So despite it being annoying that sickness came knocking at my door, it has allowed me to rest and do nothing today. Which, I know is needed. It also reminded me that I can make all the plans in the world, but all of that can change in an instant, because after all, He is the One that's in control of my life. He's the One whose leading our ship and showing us which way to go. All that to say, don't worry if your plans change. Don't be discouraged if you need to take a few days out, crawl under your duvet and eat chocolate. Don't worry if you don't get all the things on your list ticked off, or all the emails sent. He's got it and He's got you. He wants to lead you to quiet and pleasant places. He wants to refresh and restore your spirit, soul and body. And as you follow Him, He'll make sure the things you need to get done, get done at the right time. So, I want to encourage you that whatever you are facing today, good or bad, rest in Him. Tomorrow is a brand new day and the best is yet to come. Love ❤ [sidenote: if you're worried about me because I said I'm feeling unwell, please don't. It's nothing a little sleep, fluids and Jesus can't fix 😉🙏🏽]